Discover how I found my Master, the one who matched my deepest desires, through love, trust, and surrender. A journey of connection, control, and intimacy.
First Impressions
During my breakup phase, I consulted a psychic who shared specific details about my future partner. She said she saw him surrounded by many dogs and that he’d be someone with whom I could truly be myself. She foresaw an easy connection, a person I could communicate with freely, and a relationship that would flow effortlessly—without the struggles and need for attention that I’d faced in the past.
When I asked about timing, she told me we would likely meet between 2023 and 2024. I’d also once had an elder predict that my future partner would be tall, have dogs around him, and even that his name would include the letters ‘L’ and ‘K’—though I initially found the descriptions amusingly vague.
As I got to know my Master, I noticed a string of coincidences emerging from our conversations that aligned closely with these predictions, as well as with my wants in a partner.
Although skeptical at first, I found it almost surreal how well he matched the foretold image of my soulmate. Having sworn off love after so many heartaches, I was surprised to feel my affections grow for him.
After years of learning to love and enduring heartbreak, meeting my Master allowed me to open myself again to love. For the first time, I felt a fear of losing him, yet also a deep excitement for what we were building together.
Early Interactions
As our relationship deepened, we occasionally joked about risqué topics, which naturally led us to share our kinks. The more we opened up, the stronger our attraction became.
Our desires leaned toward the extreme and degrading, something we had both struggled to discuss with others in past relationships. But with each other, it felt like a perfect fit—each session, exploration, and experiment only strengthened our bond and attachment.
Our chemistry, from our scent to our pheromones, was intoxicating and left us craving more.
During my adolescence, I’d stumbled across the world of BDSM online, sparking a fascination with bondage, restraints, forced orgasms, orgasm torture, clamps, leashes, chokers, submission, domination, and more.
I’d always imagined ‘giving my leash’ to the one special person who could fully embrace me—not only as an act of submission, but as a profound gesture of choice and trust in my Master.
Before meeting him, no one had truly fit that role. In every prior relationship, there had always been doubts or hesitations that kept me from fully surrendering.
The Turning Point
As my boyfriend and future partner, my Master did what few others couldn’t—he bridged the gap between his family and me. He put aside his ego, often taking the blame to prevent potential conflicts and ensure I was seen in a positive light by them.
He stood up for me in my absence, and whenever disagreements arose, he patiently helped me see things from his family’s perspective, handling every situation with calmness. I deeply respect, admire, appreciate, and love him for all he’s done; I’m truly grateful to have him in my life. Through the trials of our relationship, my intimacy, love, affection, and trust for him have only grown stronger.
Kate Sharma’s words from Bridgerton resonate deeply: “It is not a man’s appearance or title that will woo you. It is his mind and spirit that will court yours. He will speak in a manner that only your heart can hear.”
Desire & Control
With my Master, our relationship and intimate moments have always been grounded in open communication, reassurance, trust, and genuine care. He shows me love in ways I’d never experienced in past relationships.
He is the only person who not only accepts my weird and freaky side without judgment, but fully embraces and enjoys it. Since I’m drawn to forced orgasms and he loves orgasm control, our dynamic naturally evolved into the roles of Master and Slave—he controls when I reach release, and I surrender that control with pleasure.
Even during our most intense sessions, I’ve never felt afraid as he constantly checks in on me, stopping the moment I express discomfort or ask him to. He listens attentively when I tell him what does or doesn’t bring me pleasure.
Communication, trust, and attentiveness are the foundation of BDSM; they allow both partners to feel heard and safe. These crucial elements have made it possible for us to explore other types of play, deepening our connection and mutual enjoyment.
Future Vision / Looking Ahead
Getting to know my Master feels surreal—I still can’t believe he’s real and that he’s mine. He is a rare, precious gem, and all I want is to shower him with the love, affection, and pleasure he deserves. As both a loving couple and a Master-Slave duo, I feel we’ll never stop having fun and creating new experiences together.
Unlike most relationships, our honeymoon phase doesn’t seem to end; in fact, it reignites whenever we uncover something new about each other or dive into a new project. Lewd Palace is just the beginning, and we’re excited about how it may evolve.
With my Master, I deeply resonate with Kate Sharma’s words: “True love is something else entirely. It is when the rest of the world goes quiet. It is not eyes that meet but souls that dance.”
