Our first intimate experience brought us closer, deepening our bond as we explored new desires together.
The Comfort of Each Other’s Presence
After our JB trip, we couldn’t stop talking about how comfortable and at ease we felt with each other—something neither of us had experienced with our exes. My Master shared how he often felt uncomfortable when his exes hugged him to sleep because their body heat made it hard for him to rest. But with me, it was different. Snuggling against him felt natural, and he was able to fall asleep easily. For me, his calming presence made all the difference—I felt safe, comfortable, and deeply at peace. It wasn’t just a restful sleep; it was the kind of peaceful slumber that wrapped me in the warmth of his comfort and the safety he provided. Even after experiencing 17 orgasms, I drifted into the best sleep I’d ever had, something I rarely achieved with others.
Discussing the Past: Exes and Exploration
We briefly touched on my past relationships and how one of my exes avoided using sex toys on me because he thought I was being too rough with myself. He worried I’d hurt myself, but my Master had a different perspective. He rolled his eyes and simply said, “men’s ego.” For him, toys weren’t just tools for pleasure—they were a way to explore, experiment, and even provide a partner with pleasure without relying solely on physical exertion. His open-mindedness allowed me to embrace a side of intimacy I hadn’t fully explored before.
Breaking Free from Suppression
In past relationships, I often struggled with seeking validation. Despite putting up a “fuck it” attitude, I couldn’t shake the loneliness or suppress my need for emotional independence. I also felt like I couldn’t truly be myself. I had to suppress my thoughts, opinions, and even my personality for my Christian family and my partners. A huge part of me loves goth, emo, and punk aesthetics, but these were often socially frowned upon. Many people I met avoided these topics, leaving me feeling stifled and bored. I constantly tried to change myself to fit someone else’s ideal, which only added to my stress and dissatisfaction.
My Master reminded me to be unapologetically myself around him. “You can be as wild as you want,” he said. He found it restrictive to force someone to change, as it only led to dissatisfaction. With him, I could finally talk about anything without fear of judgment. He indulged in every topic, even the most taboo ones, making every conversation stimulating and enjoyable. For the first time, I felt like I had found someone who matched my energy, humor, quirks and freak—a partner who accepted all of me.
Planning Our First Stayover
A month after our JB trip, we planned our first stayover at his place. We had multiple scenarios in mind for our bedroom adventures, and the anticipation was exhilarating. After work, I went straight to his place on a weekend. The moment I entered, I stripped, and we stayed naked throughout the stay, except when we went out to buy food. We searched for and watched porn together, letting it guide our fore- and bedroom play.
Despite the orgasms from our previous trip, my body was still highly sensitive. My Master took full advantage of this, torturing me with one orgasm after another. Over the course of my three-day stay, I experienced a total of 70 orgasms—a mix of big and small ones. It was overwhelming, yet intensely pleasurable.
We also explored the 69 position again. Though I was nervous about putting my weight on him, my hesitation led to an amusing moment when I got a leg cramp. My Master ended up massaging my calf, turning a potentially awkward situation into something tender and funny.
Beyond the Physical Connection
Our stayover wasn’t just about mindless sex. Between our intimate moments, we shared vulnerable conversations that deepened our emotional connection. We opened up to each other, strengthening the bond we had already begun to build.
